1st test in form 6

Test is around the corner, it's two days later actually.
But i didn't do any preparation, being too lazy these days.
i'm dying this time...

Back to school, Pre-U year

It's been a week since i start my form 6 school life.
whao, i'm no longer in my junior nor senior year.
i started with a very uninteresting week,
feeling dizzy in every classes due to unable to adapt to the condition,
since i've rusted for quite some time.

Back to school ain't a sad thing,
just the school rules make me hate the most.
anyway, i'll try to ignore that as i'm always a good girl,
who get A in my behavior for the past 5 years.

now, share a bit of my subjects
i chose physics, which many people said it kills,
and yes it does, so is chemistry.
well, this is what i felt though the subjects i took
Boring PA
Tough MUET
Confusing Mathematics
Untouchable Physics
Incomprehensible Chemistry
i said i will LOVE you guys and I WILL

but since this was my choice,
that i chose to take this tougher path,
i have to do my best, put in 200% of effort,
and so i can achieve my goals and brighten my future.
yet i need a lot of motivation and strength,
which i'm so lack of now.
gosh... pls HELP me!!!

A cut from the newspaper

世间最珍贵的是什么?

话说在一座香火旺盛佛寺横梁上，有一只结了网的蜘蛛，经千年香火与祭拜的熏陶，有了佛性。一天，佛主光临，问蜘蛛：你修炼了一千年，我问你一个问题：世界什么才是最珍贵的？蜘蛛想了想说：世界最珍贵的是“得不到”和“已失去”。佛主离去。一千年后，他又来这佛寺，以同样的问题问蜘蛛，蜘蛛给予同样的答案。又过了一千年，一天刮起大风，风把一滴甘露吹到蜘蛛网上，蜘蛛见甘露晶莹透亮，非常喜爱，每天看着它很开心。过几天又起了一阵风，把甘露吹走了。蜘蛛顿觉失去了什么，感到寂寞和难过。这时佛主又来了，再问蜘蛛，世间最珍贵的是什么，蜘蛛回答，仍是“得不到”和“已失去”的。佛主于是让它到人间走一走。

蜘蛛投胎到一个官宦家庭，成为富家小姐，取名珠儿。十六岁时长得婀娜多姿，漂亮动人。一天，皇帝为新科状元甘鹿设宴，状元郎即席吟诗作赋，才华惊人。珠儿认为这是佛主赐她的良缘，当有机会与甘鹿说几句话时，就问他：你记得十六年前圆音寺的蜘蛛吗？甘鹿不明所以。随后，皇帝下诏，新科状元与长风公主完婚。珠儿伤心欲绝，不吃不喝，灵魂要出壳了。太子芝草赶来，看到奄奄一息的珠儿，伤心地说：“如果你死了，我也不活了。”这时，佛主出现，对珠儿说：你可知甘露（甘鹿）是谁带来的？是风（长风公主）带来的，最后风把它带走。他对你，只是生命中的插曲。而寺门前的小草（芝草），看了你三千年，爱慕你三千年，你却没有低头看过它。我再问你，世间什么是最珍贵的？蜘蛛大悟道，不是“得不到”和“已失去”，而是当下能把握到的幸福。

Discover of a nice movie

Thanks to Vivi, i got to know a very nice movie.

The title is Crazy little thing called love a.k.a First love,

in mandarin was 初恋这件小事,

while in thai was สิ่งเล็กเล็ก ที่เรียกว่า..รัก

it's a Thai movie which based on a true love story.

The lead characters were Shone and Nam,

cast by Mario Maurer and Pimchanok Lerwisetpibol a.k.a Baifern.

both were equally handsome and pretty, had good chemistry.

there wasn't much sparks between them, and you can hardly guess the ending.

by the way, the storyline was very interesting, unlike taiwanese drama,
there were many unexpected incident happened to the characters. 
the ost was very nice too, every song suits the scene well, 
gave the movie a final decoration.

This is the synopsis of the movie:

Nam (Pimchanok Lerwisetpibol), a young and ugly girl had a huge crush with Shone (Mario Maurer), the school’s heartthrob since her freshmen year. With the help of her supportive friends, she somehow got the chance to have some brief, close encounters with her knight in shining armor. It was not an easy road for Nam, though. Some girls were more beautiful and more talented than her. She thought that she will have no chance to be with Shone. Eventually, she grew up and became beautiful and discovered something more about Shone.

you can't get love without effort, this movie proves that, and nothing is impossible.
i know it's self-hypnosis cause a movie is still a movie, 
there's merely 0.99% that it will be the fact, plus i'm always not the lucky one. 
anyway, BELIEVE in yourself, though i can't believe in me. 

lastly, some pictures to share ;)

ain't they look perfect together?

P.S: i smile whenever i watch this movie, Sing Lek Lek Thi Reiyk Wa Rak  :)

JPA interview

After knowing that i was selected to thew jpa interview,
i was excited at 1st, later, i started to have a headache.
many people suggested to buy a baju kurung for this interview,
therefore, i bought a 100+ bucks worth hot pink baju kurung.

Went to the interview this morning, everything was going well,
except my BM was suck during the interview.

for my batch, there was 3 chinese and an indian interviewees,
the chinese were all female and the indian was the only male.
before our interview, we got to mingle with each other,
cause we were waiting for so long and have nothing to do but nervous.

there were 3 interviewers in the room, all were malay
during the introduction, i was lucky for not being asked by the interviewer,
while the other interviewees were required to answer some questions.
the 2nd session, which we need to answer the questions asked in BM,
they gave us physics questions as 3 out of 4 of us picked engineering course.
my BM was suck that i couldn't properly answer the question,
so i just campur both of the language.

the final question asked was about plagiarism and we need to answer in english.
i took ICT in SPM, and i've learned something about that,
so it wasn't difficult for me, yet i still forgot to say some of the part.
we didn't have group discussion part which i'm afraid the most,
that was kinda relief.

the interview ended in 40 minutes time,
though i'm not very satisfied on my performance,
anyway, get or not get, it's up to them, i have did my best.
it was a big relief, and now i can sing Ooh la la~

Time to rest

After a few restless months, i resigned from my job at levi's store.
i miss my crazy colleagues there, that's how i named them ever since i start to work.
we talk a lot, know each other more, have more fun during the boring working time,
plus, i'll never forget how they celebrate my b'day with me.
so glad to work with them and thank you so much for take care of me.

anyway, i'm out of that hell. Bye bye~

SPM result

I got 10As, what a relief

it's kinda disappointing when i saw the result, 

there's only 2 A+, 5 A and 3 A-

yet, it's no use crying over spilt milk...

i will work harder next time, i promised